Still waiting for changes

Yes, they tell us that we have to make changes for ourselves. That should be true. So I did. And now I'm searching for reality's approval... huh, the others, world, reality... so much is not in our power, and we may struggle, and we may fight but still there's so little we can do. I see it now :( and I don't like it.

Anyway, that's pessimistic - probably there's to little sun right now and my brain just can't cope so the depression sets. Still, I'm trying. See those picture, it's my new silk scarf, for sale - obviously! Hope you'll like it! It god a huge feedback, but sadly, no buyers!

 

You can find it on 

DaWanda

Etsy

Duch, what a cold!

Got all my meds aroud me, there's laptop literally on my lap and Lord of The Rings beside my pillow. Still, hate to be sick because I've got so many wonderful thisng to do! There's a blouse for my friend with a dandylion pattern and a tie for a client... no, no, no. Gotta stay in bed :|

 

That's my first dandelion blouse, hope you like it! Next one will be white with violet pattern :D

Yes, that's all hand-painted.

Fresh paint!

There's so many things in the world that one might be attracted to... I've always loved light and sun. Sunny patches, shades of leafes. As you can image it did took me to photography but I found it limiting. So theres always painting! Yes, that's it, that's my goal and love and purpose!
Hah, I went to a sensible University and took sensible classes... and still ended up as a painter :D I hope to publish some of my works here, to share with you - whoever wishes to listen - to share some of emotions and tips and inspirations.
My nativ language isn't English (obvioulsly!) so this blog is a perfect place to hide from my colleagues, beh, maybe even from my loved ones and from family: I strongly beleive everyone needs a refuge once in a time!

So, firstly, just a picture of my latest creation: it's silk shavl with waterlilies... you can find it here:

SILK SCARF - NENUPHAR

What was my inspiration? Just a lovely memory of running water, summer and flowers floating gracefully on a lake. Missing summer, aren't we all?